Sunday, June 25, 2006

Planet Infosys...

Well i never did think in my life that its possible to be in ure dream and still feel uncomfortable about it.... Well that's the way things are here!! Just imagine me sitting in an air-conditioned room... with a tv... and a great ambience.. one that i can only think of in my dreams... and still feeling like i wanna get out of this place.... God sometimes i think i'm going crazy... got such a nice room with the best campus one can dream off and i'm missing that room in dat government hostel that i was in... Sometimes i just wanna scream out loud... amd just run back home... but its just my reasoning and urge to go on dat keeps me here... its like i'm in such luxury but at the same time stuck in some jungle!!!

Guess its all the same to me now... Jungle or Infy... feels like i'm beginning something totally different in my life or reliving everything in my life... with all around me feeling new... I think i have this problem.... Even when i know i'm gonna fall into a put i take it easy thinking i can handle the pit when i get to it.... But when i do manage to fall into the pit I'm pretty much not able to understand wat's happening around me and then things begin to become a lil too heavy and that's when i feel like i'm totally lost... Just when i thought i had discovered and found myself... Now i got to start the whole process of understanding where i am... But things are gonna get better... well dat's how i convince myself!!!... Always say to ppl... "Don't worry"... When things are in the worst state possible, they can only get better!!!...

Well dat's how i'm pushing myself further... and the food here aint making things easier either....there are so many damn restaurants here and u would think that atleast one of them would have something edible... But to my surprise... well the food really aint making things easier... But i guess, the process of getting friends has begun and its only a matter of time before life will go on... and the process of change sets in and then again begins to work to damage wat i have.... Life can never be static.... always changing... dynamic thing i am in... but i guess dat's making me grow as a person!!! well there's a long journey in front of me.... Step by step i go on.......

3 comments:

Seema Anvarudeen said...

Nothing is permenant but change...
Victory and defeat are transitory.
Everything that has happened and everything that will happen has always been a dream...

Guillaume said...

Good luck Kumi, life's always more difficult and even painful when it takes a turn... New place, new people, new food, new activities = unknown place, anonymous people around, boring and untasty food and unfamiliar activities... Keep the faith, keep your strength and your good mood, you'll come to know this new universe and you'll feel at home after some time!! Anyway, you know you're not alone over there, we are many to think of you!! Just give this Infosys world some time... You should find your place there, as for the places you stayed in before.

athia said...

Dai kumaran, yenna thaan nee finally solla varra?